Life

Why does life have to be so hard? I mean the nicest, sweetest people get wronged all the time and yet the ones who deserve the wronging, get away with it all. I think that God should just treat us with the same frickin respect and love. Not everyone deserve to be treated with horrible ways. I hope that some day, people get what they deserve and I hope that I will be around to see it. Well life is treating me and my friends like complete shit lately and I keep thinking, "What did we do to deserve this?!". I guess nothing really last forever. I've said it so many times, I would change my ways No nevermind. God knows I've tried.

Well i will TRY to get on later to let y'all know how my life continues to go down in a sprial.

Love,
Bella

so confused

im so confused and tired...my friend was being really mean and ignoring me but today she was talking to me on Myspace and added me back on her friend's list on Facebook...its kinda weird! i am soo over Hunter now...truly i am! i am like head-over-heels for this one guy! he's like perfect...the one BIG problem is that he lives in Ireland!! so i can never see him): i talk to him on Facebook though! i wish he could realise that he likes me too! i mean we trust each other COMPLETELY! well i hope he sees it...i'm gonna go...im tired...buhbyez!
the vampire unicorn,
Bella

Bored! :[

Ughhhhh...babysitting the girls can b a handful and irritating...im soooo tired...i hate sleepovers with Belle...she like has some weird way of making someone say yeah even though they told her no 10 times...i swear i'm gonna explode from the stupidness she is...i miss him sooo much...get to c him though on Monday! yeah! Well i guess i better get ready for as one of them r coming home soon...oh joy :[

Another boring at school :[

oh my god was today stupid and long...i saw Hunter today and he looked better...he has a brace on now but still has to use his cruches...i feel soo bad for him...i wnna cry cuz i feel so bad...he still(and hopefully will never) figured out that i rlly like him...just thinking about hime makes me smile :]....i hope someday that he will realize that i like him and ask me out but that will probably never happen but i'll keep hopeing...i wonder if realizes that im a brunette now and not a blonde...hmmmm...oh well he'll figure it out soon...well my friend shuld b here soon so bye! talk to ya tomoro!

Happy!

Hey! Well i'm feeling a whole lot better...Thnx to Hunter I got over my cousin thing...I guess i owe it all to him even thou he has no idea what his Friend Request did...man i love him!

Sick and Confuzzed

hey! i'm home sick :[ not good...idk y the nurse called my mom when i wasnt that bad....oh well!! i'm like sooo confuzzed(my made-up word hehe!) cuz of the whole cousin thing...i told 3 of my friendz and they were shocked but they support me....i rlly hope that this will get better and i will be able to forget this...lets hope!

Oh My God!

Oh My God! I think i'm in love with my second cousin....i have no idea how to stop what im feeling...HELP! i rlly need someone's opinion on what to do! plz hlep me!!!